splendid

it has been quite long since i last bladed.. yeah so today i decided to ask anita.. and irene out for a blade at ecp.. and as usual anita changed the meeting time from 4 to 4-30 and in the end reached at like 5-40 or somethin gosh !
hey gurl u gotta learn how to be on time man ! haha..

yeah so in the mean time while waiting for her.. irene and myself headed to habourfront for some shopping.. as i wanted to a mini home theater system for my room.. so went to BIG.. and wtf? it was like super packed wif people.. gosh.. amazing i tell u.. soo packed that i walked awhile but people who knw me well knows that i dislike crowds.. perhaps i am anti social or something.. but ya i hate noise.. haha.. yups.. so we went shopping at the pet shop instead.. and den some esprit and female shops or something.. just to pass time.. haha

den alas ! anita the princess of jurong arrived.. so we headed down to ecp.. and as usual car park was such a chore.. so yeah managed to find a lot near big splash so we parked and bladed to the hawker.. where we had satay(the chicken was damm good), chix wings, etc.. was great..

haha den it was like anita wanted to learn how to turn.. so we headed somewhere less crowded and yeah she is doing quite well.. and irene was great too.. she is good looking actually.. haha.. but too bad she is like 27 and has a bf whom she has been wif for like 10years.. kinda cool.... din knw she stayed that near my place man.. great meeting her for the first time anyway.. perhaps could go blading agian..

tada! and i sent anita to the tiong bahru mrt and headed home.. and yeah bought some black spray to touch up my car lol.. looks great in the night.. hopefully as good in the day :)

yeah i still love my car.. even though she is like crippled and hot(too hot at times) wif the air-con spoilt :P.. but i do believe love is something so nice.. no matter wat happens.. u should stick to himhe brought u to.. nor how nice his car is.. its all a matter of.. if ur down and crippled.. would he be the one to stick by ur side? helping u and being there.. yeah dats love.. not how many flower he got u on valentines or how posh the place wif u.. thru ur life journey.. i think i will do the same thing i did for my car.. even though she is damaged.. i still do wash her.. i touched up the ugly spots.. and started to put things back into my car... although i removed everything after the crash.. cos i was pissed.. somehow.. but den after i kinda cooled down.. i began to realise how precious and how much it has done for me.. and now our re-newed love is back ! and i am happy:)

so if ur a gal and wants a guy who would did wat i did... send in ur applications to gabriel06@hotmail.com
haha.. :)
but to dawn. yeah.. all i ask is for that chance.. to be that guy to hold u when ur down and ugly, when most guys would just leave u.. i would be there still..
will u?

great day

i think its an awesome day..

cos i rushed home after work.. and went to meet joyce at PS.. den had dinner at some sushi place.. ate till like wow~ full ! haha
yuppers.. den we headed for some shopping.. i wanted to look for a DVD mini home theater system..

so yeah.. walked around.. den headed for my fave vietniam "special coffee", but was kinda dissapointed.. it tastes 10 times better in viet !! god.. hrmphs.. but theres like a fashion show. boy are the peeps hot !!!
and yup.. met cheryl(from church) at some shoe shop. she still does look great..
so chatted a little wif her.. and blah blah.. kinda uncomfortable. i was sitting facing her.. haha cos joyce was like busy choosing her shoes.. while the old man me.. had to rest my tired feets.. frm work today :(

yeah den went to catch final destination 3.. hrmph i still prefer saw 2 actually...
a little lousy actually.. the plot.. but the killing parts are pretty cool !

after which we headed down to mustafa.. since she havent been there b4.. as she said it was full of indians and was kinda bothered wif that fact.. but i insisted haha.. so yeah we headed down and it was sooo much fun.. hahah from trying the toys to looking at hi-fi and home theater systems.. and shopping for clothes.. testing the perfumes.. etc..
haaa.

she was addicted to dat place man...
we came across something damm damm cool !
a massage pad which u can hook up to ur car seat.. and boy it rox !! haha but it costs something like $240. hrmphs.. dats the put off part.. yeah.. but due to our ageing bodies.. haha our feet hurts and back hurts. basically everywhere was like numb.. haha..

so i sent her home.. and yeah now i am home.. typing dis.. lolz.. it was a great day for me...

but for dawn.. i guess its sad.. she failed her TP today.. driving in oop direction.. hrmphs.. bad mistake i guess.. but hrmphs.. dun worry.. not many people pass it the first time round.. so yeah. all the best the next time..

yeah and now its bed time.. and tml work starts at 8am.. gotta wake up at 7am and now its like 315haha.. gosh.. k nitez

patience

i think my patience has paid off.. patience of not rushing into relationships like i used to do all the time..

i met this gal online and yeah chatting was her is like great.. or rather.. perfect..
y i think she is great
1) she speaks english
2) she doesnt like tao gays in her noodles (just like me)
3) she likes photography
4) she is arty-farty
5) she is pretty
6) she is really pretty
7) she looks better in real life
8) she is not that tall..a tad taller den me i guess..
9) she has a great smile
10) the feeling of comfort and ease when chatting wif her..
11) i dun feel stress nor un-comfortable chatting wif her( i feel dat way when the gal is very pretty)
12) i miss her all the time( i dunno y)
13) she flirts a little and thats driving me gaga
14) she likes dogs.. so do i..
15) she stays near ecp.. i love that place..
16) its just her ! i like her...

for once.. my patience and my good-doings paid off :)
but i hope the feeling is reciprocal and yeah.. hope all goes well.. though we barely knwn each other but yeah.. i am keeping my fingers crossed.. and yeah meeting her on monday.. and i cant wait.. its like giving a young kid his favourite ice-cream and placing it right in front of him but he cant eat yet.. he has to wait.. that kinda feeling gosh its killing me !!!

i am tired of failed relationships and this gal is kinda fast, fast as in me getting to her and stuff.. but hrmphs.. screw dat.. if the feeling is right.. y bother right??
so wat if u knw that guy for 5years.. it doesnt garantee a happy ending nor happiness when being together.. and so wat if u knw that guy for a week..
theres always a gamble.. i have lost in my gambles for all the past relationships.. dis is the time i am gg to win i hope.. i am starved for a sucessful relationship.
i want it so bad man.so bad it hurts..

yeah and i am gg to leech her foto and publish her pic here.. haha yeah~
dats her ! the one.. i hope she doesnt mind.. if she does ermm.. tell me and i will remove it glady..

luck

luck hasnt been great on me man.. :(
during cny lost like $100+ to gambling.. haha
and even during mahjong $0.10 $0.20 i lost like $17..
and even billards.. $0.50 $1.00 i lost like $18..
hahah
this year just sux !!!!!
i thought i have been doing good deeds like giving apples and oranges to the old folk's home near my house it will be good.. but hell no ! hahah.. guess i shall stick back to being a jerk.. being a good guy is tough man.. its soo damm tiring..

its valentine's day and i am date-less.. could it be retribution?? hrmphs.. i really ponder man.. it has been like say 8 years and this is the first i am w/o a date.. feels like weird.. but i guess its time for me to get serious wif the next gf i am gg to be wif.. i am soo fucking afriad of r/s honestly.. i might see tough and a flirt on the outside.. this is so not me.. cos its just an exterior shield to prevent the soft tofu heart i have inside from being injured and hurt.. i dun dare to put everything into a r/s.. for fear it fails.. i'll be shattered.. gosh..

now i am in a fix.. hrmphs.. there dat gurl who have been on my mind for like ages !!! since pri 6 ! man can u just imagine.. but i dun dare make a move on her.. cos her dad's a pastor.. and its like intimidating.. i dunno y.. dun ask me.. lolz.. hmm.. but yah.. i havent really straighten out my thought yet.. so yeah
i might be studying marketting soon.. after i ord.. perhaps in SIM.. hmm.. yeah..

anyway thats all for today

poet in me

this was written like i think a few years back for a gal who did not even get to see wat i have wrote.. cos she was attached soon after we broke off.. and i din wanna show her the poetry cos i din wanna affect her r/s wif her new bf in anyway.. so in silence, i penned down my dissapointment, fear, pain everything... hope u guys enjoy.dis is one of the many i've written..

title: foot prints ( ah jas likes dis )

life used to be
a single footprint
left behind on the sand
till u came along
it made them two
when a wave rushes to shore
it washes all our prints away
and we shall not look back
but towards the furture
you by my side
together hand in hand
taking us to a place
where no waves could ever wash them away
and even if it did
the prints which u left in my heart never will fade away

short & sweet yeah

anyway V-day seems pretty gloomy for me i guess.. i am too tired to buy flower, arrange a nice dinner etc.. i seriously dunno wat i'm gg to do.. i need to be in camp by 10pm.. and please tell me.. where can i go?? sigh sigh sigh.. and i dun even knw who to date.. *shrugs* i am like feeling "asdlighyugre bayusgfygfhew" inside.. i dun knw who i really like.. i seem to be liking soo many gals gosh its driving me goo goo~
but there are a couple of gals who still owns a place in my heart.. in simple.. a soft spot which i have for them :)
names
are............................................................................................................
nahz. ::)
tell ya in person.. so do date me out for coffee.. i could bitch wif u gurls.. am i turning gay.. shrugs.. its scarry.. i've never been single for sooo long ! am i normal? haha