Tuesday, June 05, 2007

apologies

I have been really busy lately.. due to some personal reason, i havent got enough time to blog...

Firstly, I've already send a mail up to the HR with a request for a pay increment.. due to the stand-by requirement and stuff.. my contract doesnt have enough benefits... not talking about the year end bonus where people can buy nice stuff for the new year or Xmas stuff.. i have none ! damm it.. hmm.. but as a first job i would treat it as a learning curve by which its been a tough climb.. when i realised that i was abit "cheated" in a way.. i was promised OT pay of 1.5.. the standard rate and when i went there.. its just time off.. damm ! useless time off man.. money talks..

Secondly, i have been neglecting my biz start up.. but yes i am very determined to get back on track and probably launch on my birthday :) alot of work to do.. and i am doing it alone.. its a tiring job when i have a 8-5 job and after work its like alot of places are closed after work.. etc... but wat the hell.. having a partner is quite out of the picture cos to prevent conflicts due to $$$ matters... i think its better to do it alone.. if the capital is within the budget i set aside..

Thirdly, my dumb love life.. to be honest i have none to begin with lolz.. always falling for the wrong gals and such.. its seems destined that i will be single.. due to the nature of my job and my biz.. i just cannot afford the luxury of time and money to be attached.. somehow everyone needs a someone to be there. and i have none which is kinda tragic cos hmm.. its just sad lah...
words cant explain how i feel actually.. maybe i could.. but i would choose not to... cos like i blogged before.. your real feelings can never be revealed online.. it just makes alot of things more complicated than they already are..

signing off
gab

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