heard of weird?

life is weird... its like i met her only for once.. and its like whoO!
cant help thinking abt her all day and nite.. damm it..
am i just kinda lonely and "hungry" wanting to eat any gal that comes my way?? or its just pure instant attraction. shes not even PRETTY! she doesnt have a hot bod.. too small for my taste actually.. but its just like u wonder.. how does lard, noodles, black sause, hum and other things.. just come together pefectly to make a plate of char kuey teow.. its like.. u can dislike lard, noodles or any of the ingredients.. but yet u love char kuey teow.. its damm damm un-explainable... lolz..

i guess its the femine kinda giggle that triggered my hungry hormones.. and no i din know how the hell i feel that way.. it has been ages since i last met a gal whoom can make me feel that way..
its like pure ! def no sex on my mind.. feelings are like the time in sec school where i first held a gal's hand.. its dat kinda rush.. clean, nice, exciting, racing heart, sweaty palms kinda aw.. so sweet and wonderful feeling !

i do admit i mostly look at gals frm a "sex" sorta point.. but this gal has zero sex appeal. lolz.. not the kinda gal i wanna bed.. more of the kinda gal whoom i wld enjoy hugging or cuddle under my large queen size quilt and ofcos my cosy bed.. :) perhaps over a nice massage or some jazz music in the background.. complete wif scents and candles.. just that feeling.. its amazing.. she blows me apart. woo~ cant wait to see her agian.. she rox ! if ur reading dis.. ermm.. i guess u knw its u.. so yeah.. dis post is dedicated to u.. sorry i dun really like mentionng names..

the reason behind this is dat.. i could go around be a bastard and telling every gal that this post is for her.. lolz.. ;) wat a jerk !@!! and now the trade secret is out.. lolz... well its one of those "tricks" i taught alan.. never mention a gal's name, dun let her feel secured.. u might say gals look for security in man.. yes precisely.. but lets take for example

guy A is a very good and nice gentleman who doesnt flirt, only have 2 ex gfs and is like.. full of security...
guy B is a player who has like 20-30 ex gfs.. haha alan thats U ! dun give me that sly smile. lolz. yeah.. he doesnt give any gal the sense of security at all..

if u ask me wat gals go for.. i tell u its guy B.. why?

the reson is simple.. lets take a jig-saw for refrence... would u have a sense of achievement by completing a 50piece jig-saw puzzle? or a 1000piece one?
the answer wld be the the second.. cos we humans.. just love to push our limits and do not want something so safe and secure.. theres not challenge involved. thats y...
the gals just wanna have a sense of satisfaction upon being abt to make a guy settle down and "change" to be the tame pussy from the once wild lion..

if u do agree... do drop me a tag ;) lolz..

sometimes i sing a song wif the guitar.. makes me happy and kinda.. on cloud nine. lolz.. dats dumb yeah.. i think so too..

anyway it has been ages since i last posted.. cos there is nothing much.. or rather i have been lazy and tired frm work.. two sats have been burnt becos of work.. that sux !

below is a pic of that gurl. whoom i met at villa bali.. yes i look fat and ugly.. cos i really am.. i aint ugly.. its just i aint phototgenic.. lolz..

MOMO

wanted to go to momo yest but due to alan being late.. we missed the slots to get into momo for free.. so decided to go down to china black as it can permit 2.. wif the help of his friend's membership card.. alan and brian and me went down to CB.. hrmph.. not very happening there.. think all the crowd went to MOMO although the music at MOMO sux ! really it does.. it only starts to sound good when ur tipsy haha.. and can basically dance to any music.. hindi or wateva!

did i mention i met quite a couple of peeps at momo, one of them.. kenji, my air force friend.. yeah.. haha and another gurl.. kinda forgot her name.. think its ziyi or something.. which happens to be wif the group one guys and one of them being alan's BMT buddy.. lolz.. singapore is soo damm farking small man.. cant believe it..

den at ard 3.. went over to henderson for the famous mouth watering.. cheap and good and wonderful yong tau foo.. just sweet man ! wait till u tried it.. u wun wanna eat yong tao fu anywhere else.. trust me ! so if ur game for supper just leave me a msg.. i could bring u there.. provided u aint staying too far ;) petrol prices are high.. and i am on lazy ass.. yeah lolz..
best option is that u have ur vehicle and u fetch me over.. since its soo near my area..

did i mention i wanted to go skate yest?? but ended up going home and then to club y? cos i have a fucking big fat blister on the ball of my feet.. cant even walk properly now.. blister is cause my soccer agian! haha.. yups.. the not "seasoned" shoes as well as the hot floor.. the sun was blistering.. thus i got a blister.. haha thats lame..

so yeah after soccer.. went home and bathe etc.. den club den supper den home and yeah its a new day...

its sunday now and dun really feel like going out.. sigh.. cos my tank is almost empty plus going out means spending money and i really have got zilch..
currently looking for a rich sugar mummy.. dang~ haha that sounds kinky man.. anyway i have a fetish for older, taller gurls.. cos those small mei mei kinda gurls.. are too easy to get perhaps.. i need constant challenges to keep my adrenaline up and pumping.. yeah.. i am a whore for speed and excitement.. loves new stuff.. everyday every hour.. i cant really settle down yet.. just give me a month or two and its like.. eating friend oysters everyday.. i wonder how its possible man..
imagine those peeps who are married for like 40-50 years.. i really wonder..

many said i just havent found the right one.. but i think its just said to make me feel less bad about myself.. cos i am a jerk. and i knw it deep inside.. i am just too tired to go into another r/s.. flings are good enough i guess.. although a little empty but i dislike commitment.. so yeah.. single is the way..

yup tml i am working PM shift.. frm 3-11 which is one of the fave shift cos. i love going out and working in the dark.. i hate the sun.. its too hot and i am a puss.. i willl melt and become a puddle of fatty green yellowish phlem.. but i wanna go to pulau sudong.. y?? the reasons cant be stated here.. in case my CO or OC is reading this.. haha u never knw man.. look at those case of teachers reading blogs.. etc..

i might wanna buy the car below as well.. still looking around.. no solid plans at the moment yet though