Spectacular Sunday

yesterday was great.. went shopping at bugis.. den modified my plane.. to make it perform better :) haha.. yeah and got a present for christina.. its her birthday chalet at nite.. so yeah.. bought her a hand bag.. a retro style kinda look lolz..
bought it from mui tiang.. my sec sch friend.. its actually a small shop located at bugis village.. rental is about 1.6k/mth hrmph.. i might say.. its VERY ex.. considering the superb small floor area.. lolz.. but ofcos there are things to make it worth.. like the crowd.. it was crasY!.. damm it.. and yesh it was sweaty.. darn !! and parking was a killer.. shity man.. lolz.. ended up parking at parco bugis junction's heavy vehicle's parking lot... haha and yes it not free *faints*

den after the shopping went down to fetch syawal from pasir ris mrt.. den down to the chalet.. i bought my planes cos i wanted to stay the night initially.. but no one i really knw was going to stay.. so dropped the idea and went home early.. at ard 10+ yeah.. haha.. anyway christina happy birthday to u.. hope u like the bag.. its frm me syawal and pohseng...

slept at around 11 den.. this morning woke up at 7+ den went down to jurong and fly plane.. and PHEW... almost crashed one of the guy's training plane.. omg!!! super scary man.. i dun have a "license" to fly my own plane yet.. haha but yes.. it has been proven flyable.. lolz.. meanwhile i guess i will have to practice alot more.. and hopefully next few weeks i can fly my own !! :) well.. i went and witnessed about 3-4 crashes.. 2 fatal.. one death.. resulting in retiring of one of the planes.. sad la :( but i guess today the wind was super un-predictable.. and yeah.. strong.. and wif dark clouds.. luckily it din rain.. so its considered a good day i guess..

after flying went to meet alan and shi hui.. den went to eat at some duck stall.. its pretty good i must say.. its near bugis side.. so if u wanna have duck wif me.. just drop me an sms :) den proceeded to beach road.. ended up walking and shopping.. so bought a jungle hat which i lost in a cycling trip to desaru yup.. so i got myself a new one.. its BLACK ! how cool is that ! haha.. yeah.. den alan went to sew his CPL rank.. and we ate ah balling.. yesh its great man.. my fave peanut :) hahaha

after all the eating and shopping we went to habourfront to buy some 512mb mp3 player wif cool radio reciever, thumb drive, i think 6 colour back light to choose from.. for only a MERE $78 !!! can u believe it?? yes! if only i was less broke.. i would have been a proud owner of one of those.. but we had to Q for like 45 mins or something.. aint too sure.. but there is a fantastic offer tml.. $159 for a DVD player wif surround sound.. i think 4 speakers plus a woofer.. hrmph.. not a bad deal.. i believe it does make habour front more lively a place to visit.. but once the new cine plex opens.. it will be the NEXT big thing.. and the BESt thing is that.. its soo freaking near my place.. hoho ho..

dinner was good.. me, my sis and BIL had chicken.. baked by me :) haha.. and rice.. veggies, soup.. nothing really fancy.. but nothings beats a home cooked meal.. its just that today dinner was short of one special person in my life.. and yeah.. :(
but its alrite.. i have got soooo many more dinner to go ;) hopefully there will be a chance, yeah there will be..

now its after dinner and yes... just slacking in front of my tv.. :)
here is a pic of today's planes..
click---> http://img135.imageshack.us/img135/4663/image278medium6pf.jpg
my plane is yellow wif the red cross :)

The Maid

haha this movie rox lah.. the maid is kinda hot can? yeah haha.. but besides the show.. the company was great ! it has been ages since i last met up wif her and finally today is the day..

but sad lah.. cos we had to rush to finish our noodles at the food court as we were kinda late.. but just in time.. haha.. anyway this movie is good as in the scary part doesnt ALWAYS happens at night or in the dark.. really great twist to horror movies.. lurve this scary movie.. i wld rate it 8/10 :) well after the super cold and shivering moments in the cinema.. i brought her to the place where i fly my plane.. yeah.. that empty field.. yeah it was quiet and peaceful.. kinda nice to just sit in the car.. listening to music and chatting abt the past and everything.. :) just chatting ;) haha.. shall not give too many juicy details.. its personal u know? and i'm shy, just like most of u reading would already knw.. if u disagree ermm.. well too bad :P haha..

today work was very tiring but fun.. as we "destroyed" a table.. cos one of the legs was infected by termites.. yeah.. gosh.. i bet that table is older den me.. but its damm solid man.. super hard to dismatle.. and heavy.. but after like 2-3 hrs of hitting wif the chisel and hammer and "bao zian" haha that bao zian is actually a metel rod.. behind the pick-up and it really does look like a sword.. haha.. we use it to carry the round" thingy" used to coil up cables.. is that called a reel?? aint too sure.. yeah. bao zian haha.. anyway i let my fellow air force budd try my car.. guess wat... haha
he almost ramed my car into the car in front.. haha.. lucky i left the hand brake on.. i guess cos he was not used to a non power steering car plus.. he can even see the back.. cos its covered wif car decals as well as my DIYed stickers :) anyway my car back tyre is giving me problems.. after patching it up at alan's father's shop.. sigh.. will be going back agian this sat or something..
cos i have to pump every two days or so.. cos the air is leaking.. slowly but surely.. sigh.. soo troublesome.. alrite.. its late.. i got to go man.. tml morning is physio.. sigh.. another tiring morning :(

its taken at the same secret location :)

flying...

i'm damm excited like a 3yr old kid getting his favourite toy car on his birthday.. my plane is fixed up and just waiting to go.. but its like 7am tml morning *faints* and the place where i'm other fliers is in jurong.. the land of the sacred WEST goshh! haha.. damm far can? petrol prices are rising and yah.. haha

tonite is sat night and i'm home agian haha.. well wat to do.. broke and stuff.. dun feel like going out and spend my little of wat i have.. was supposed to go blading wif some friends.. but last min their side cant get to book the bbq pit or something.. so here i am haha.. did i mention i bought angels and devil, the book written but the author of the the da vincci's code.. y? hahah i guess i'm also kinda like a gurl.. lolz.. when ur sad u feel like just spending money.. lolz.. i bet u gurls knw exactly how i feel man... i bought it before the damm car insurance robbed my bank.. dang~

anyone of my friends li sien, she just went for a similiar knee surgery as mine two days back.. it was a sucess and thats good, she is beginning to start to walk slowly w/o the crutches.. this is great.. lolz.. but the good thing is that she din have to stay the night.. i did !! and guess wat.. haha
hospital food is damm ex lolz.. if i remembered the bill correctly(3-4 mths back) its around $40+ for meals.. which is like 2 breakfasts, 1 lunch and a dinner.. which sux totally.. if its awesome food.. $40+ wouldnt matter haha.. its really dumb to make me stay the night.. which i couldnt sleep well, wif a crimal hand cuffed to the bed diagonally beside my bed, a man who i think got slashed in his neck in front of me.. which can speak some language which no one understands.. think its some indian dialect. or blangala haha if there is such a language.. the amazing thing was that i could walk slowly w/o the crutches the next morning after the op on the previous noon. haha :) most people cant.. i'm rare.. now i'm a proud owner of a new knee complete wif a ligament which is actually my hamstring and two screws and some bones which have holes drilled thru..

damm.. wat can u do in singapore w/o spending money.. i really ponder.. haha last nite went ktv wif joyce at chinatown.. it was great.. although i'm not a big fan of the KTV cos i cant read chinese songs and i dun know many chinese songs.. haha.. and english songs always have those ang moh ladies holding their scarfs and running along the beach.. wif the flower in the hair or near some fountain.. haha it cracks me up.. many of the songs aint even sung by orginal artists.. haha.. yes i sing english songs.. which aint really good.. except for "better man" by robbie william.. which i think i did quite well.. it was damm cold in the small cramped room wif only me and her.. and we.. we.. did nothing.. i went back to my car to get my jacket and then smuggled macdonalds into the room.. haha it was great having hot fries and the meal.. i paid for the meal and she for the ktv.. thanks joyce :) ur great!! next time will be my turn alrite?? that will be like next month or something.. might wanna go buy 4D like $2 from my piggy bank.. or something to see how things goes.. did i mention.. i bring about $4 worth of coins frm my piggy bank to work everday.. haha.. this is how desperate i am.. gosh.. the only time something like this happend was in sec sch.. yeah.. anyone wanna donate to the "saving gabriel" fund? lolz..

its like gals are so lucky man.. the guy picks her up, pay for dinner and stuff and then send her home.. all she have to do is be a little bitchy and just hug the guy and say thanks :) and there u go.. a free outing.. lolz.. for guys its tough.. i spent tons of money on that gal.. and once ur broke.. and she knws it.. she wun even wanna go out wif u i guess(there are exceptions, like the above gal).. if i were a gal, i wldnt as well.. lolz.. damm! gals sux.. :) *grins*

alrite i'm gg for my dinner.. i'm starving man.. catch u guys sometime soon..
below is a pic of my plane !!

this is the tail

i did all the stickers.. haha.. yupp cos the stickers they provided sux !!!
if u wanan see my sticker works.. just look at the back of my car.. those who have seen it knws :)

Torn Thursday

well its her birthday today and i'm feeling damm blue.. sigh..
maybe i shldnt have called her even.. now i feel even worst.. but.. i cant really help it..
she has been lingering in my mind the whole damm fucking day.. i've got no idea man..
i cried agian while playing the guitar the night before.. wat the fuck man...
i think i should have listened to her when she said.. if u wanna be wif me.. be prepared to get hurt...
sigh i was so wrong not to listen to that advise... dumb me...
this was the song :

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in PAIN!

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man

i sang this song for her.. and yeah.. kinda have to rekindle the lovely moments only in my dreams and yeah.. did i mention? i dreamt of her for 2 days in a row.. but not last nite.. perhaps cos i was kinda tired after going for supper wif ah yang.. my airforce buddie.. actually we knew each other in poly, den went to sam charlie company and then same to airforce school den same air base.. now even same section haha.. unbelievable? believe it..

can some one teach me how to get over this gal?? damm it.. its tough.. i have soo many distractions. BUT.. i still cant do it.. wat a useless fool i am.. sigh..

below is a pic of me which she took.. its indeed a master piece..
i shall name it..
Rising to hell or rather sinking to heaven?? aint sure

Weary Wednesday

i'm so worn out.. sigh.. i feel like go to pengarang this sat.. but due to some financial problems.. sigh i cant.. even though i just got my pay yest.. my acc is left wif $60.. damm it.. the fucking car insurance.. i still haven paid the damm road tax.. and i'm gg to get a fine.. FUCK.. how to go settle all the stuff ! when i'm serving NS.. damm everything is just not going my way la..

rach is gone.. and yeah.. too bad for her i guess... doubt she will be able to find a guy who treats her so well.. lolz.. as if.. but i think i will be able to get a gf who doesnt treat her guy friends better den her own bf.. some one who knws how to think more maturely.. a gal who is willing to put her pride aside and admit shes wrong and yeah.. haha.. wat to do :)

but nah.. r/s stuff have got to wait.. i have more impt things to do..
1) read my new book
2) learn how to fly my new plane
3) get back to blading
4) drive slowly(saves petrol, boy does it hurt my wallet !)
5) try to get over the pain and hurt..
6) do my best to achieve all the above

below are all my BMT mates.. hope they are doing fine.. one day lets go out agian lah.. haha who wanna organise?? not me :P

Retribution

well i used to be kinda a flirt when i was in my younger days..
esp in sec sch wif alan and stuf.. think i hurt many many gals... just "kia steady" (haha long time never use this kinda hockien) and break as and when i wanted.. zero feelings.. just for fun.. to hang out, to hang out, kiss, cuddle.. and everything..

but after a gal name pei yun came into my life when i was in poly 1 i think.. i kinda change alot.. as in i learnt how to love.. and not to just have a gf as an object of play or object of desire.. yes....
she did the sweetest things, like buying old chang kee squid heads and bubble tea.. haha.. when i was warded into sgh for an eye operation.. yes damm sweet rite?? and the sweetest part was i quarrelled wid her the day before. cos i did not had any good sleep cos the damm nurse will on the light every hour to put the eye drops.. yup so kinda moody.. so kinda quarrelled.. but yet the following day she bought me the squid heads and bubble tea.. and its like she wasnt frm a wealthy family.. and bubble tea costs like $2.50 or something plus the trip all the way down from her place to the bubble tea place and then to the old chang kee den down to sgh den all the way back home in bukit batok.. its like.. WOW.. haha.. yes.. she is the gal who changed my life..

then the next more serious gal was melissa.. she stays at sengkang.. we had our fair share of ups and downs.. i loved the half spring chicken rice near her place. and we wld go down and eat :) haha my fave past time.. den at that time there was no NEL yet.. so coming home to my place after sending her home by bus was super tiring.. but yah.. i did it :) she did the sweetest things as well haha.. for my birthday she gave me a box wif a candle holder which cost something like $20.. and yes its ALOT of money to her at that time.. and i really liked it alot.. its still at my candles collection dun worry :) and a pin which says sexy devil.. yeah :) *blush* lolz.. my parents laugh and everything when i wore it at the restaurant where we had my bday celebrations.. yup.. she was great actually.. but i think ppl change as time goes by.. and yup...

the next more serious gal was mei see.. she was ermm.. pretty and well endowed yup.. she speaks malay like a speak hockien.. which is pretty good ;) cos she is from ipoh and yeah.. the only sad thing was that i did not get a chance to go over.. due to NS and some other stuff yeah.. she is from the adventure seekers and this is a club which i really enjoyed and made my poly life unforgetable... yeah.. but due to my knee injury cant really join them for many of the outdoor stuff anymore.. sigh sad.. well okie back to her.. she was ermm.. also great.. as well as the nicest..
she bought me nice T-shirts.. knowing i dun really go shopping and stuff yeah.. haha.. or perhaps she was sick of seeing me in the same old clothes.. i really dun knw man.. yup she is currently attached to a guy.. which looks damm damm familiar lah.. but dun really have the chance to talk to her much.. anyway she seems happy and thats great.. :)

and yeah the gal who brought me down to tears.. we were together for a mere 2mths.. but it seems like we din really get to know each other better before going into a r/s.. just like my parents said.. y u soo fast got gf agian?? hiyo.. dun hurt the gals.. and dun get hurt lah.. i think parents really knw man.. although mine are in indo right now.. wif my sis and BIL who are there currently for a short vacation.. yeah.. they eat salt more then i eat rice.. haha.. last time rice was expensive lah.. so salt is plentiful.. :) ok rachel she did wonderful stuff. like printing my photography works.. and framing them up.. trust me man its beautifuL !!! just like her in person.. i guess the only set back was that she is kinda young and not really ready to settle down and be in a more stable and serious r/s thats wat i feel.. and yes she is 173 and i'm a mere 165.. although height might seem like a small thing.. but its like which gal wun want a strong tall shoulder to lean on and etc.. rite? i cant provide that security and yeah.. its just not really in favour of a more "normal" r/s.. i cried just... cos.. in this r/s i put in the best i ever had.. and just kinda frustrated at myself i guess.. for being useless and not able to be wif a person i truly love..
its like.. nah i dun cry much.. the last time was hmm.. let me see.. 2 yrs back over a friend haha..
yeah wun go into details abt that.. i guess i knw why gals love to cry so much.. its like.. yes u feel much better after crying.. haha.. OMG! am i turning into a GAY? hope not lolz.. wow and now the radio is play " sorry is all that u can say.. word dun come easily, i'm sorry , sorry.... baby can i hold u tonite.. .lalalala" yeah u kinda get it ya?
:) great song..

alrite.. i have got work tml and i highly doubt i can fall asleep now.. but yeah.. today is kinda like a mourning post.. so no pic.. yeah.. it marks the end of a chapter in my life.. as well as a new step into the future.. yup..

signing off
gab

Mad Monday

well today was kinda fruitful day.. went down to fook hai building to look at those RC stuff.. RC stands for remote control by the way.. yeah i'm intrested to buy the RC kite.. and went searching.. well its like i'm completely lose in all the parts and stuff haha.... then i went down to riverside point to another shop. http://www.goflykite.com is the website.. din really read it properly so i went down and it was closed.. sigh.. den chit chat wif two ang mohs.. they were also down there and they too realised it was closed on mon.. sigh haha but then i went to the toilet and i came out.. guess who i saww !!!! ann poh.. haha and yes she is BIG !!! can? wow.. she is in the shop wif the owner hrmph.. his wife?? i dunno but he is one lucky ass ! haha..

they were supposed to be closed.. but think he just went back to do some work etc.. yup.. ann poh is like a business or something.. hrmph.. who knows.. anyway yeah the owner chit-chatted and stuff.. den yup.. i told him i cant afford a first hand set.. so he said he will look out for 2nd hand set for me... which estimated wld cost around $350-$400.. if it was brand new it would be around $550 for the basic set.. hrmph.. still considering.. its no small sum.. but i decided to get it.. but 2nd hand.. so hope he gets back to me soon.. kinda a reward for myself in such a down time of my life.. yeah.. ok den went back to collect my car.. and guess wat? yes !!! another ticket.. haha but lucky its a $6 ticket.. phew..

ok den went home to slack a little while and stuff.. den saw the sentosa fine .. sigh $50.. the appeal did not work.. they just reduced it from $75 to $50.. but still $25 is better den none huh? thanks sanjay for helping me write the letter.. ok now lets split the fine :) $25 pls ! haha.. den come home and now blogging.. yupp have been too sad and stuff so haven really be blogging much.. but not much ppl reading it anyway rite? haha

ok lets go to why i'm sad.. perhaps cos i lost a gal.. yes me and rach are off.. sigh.. i dunno man..
i book a pair of tickets for some sortha movie marathon lah.. showing johnny english and the incredibles.. yup it was on sun.. 1pm till 4pm.. and yes she agreed to go way way earlier.. sigh.. guess wat? she called me at 3.45pm and said sorry i just woke up... sigh.. i was kinda pissed the night before cos she said she wun go clubbing and etc.. but in the end she went and got home at 4am.. fine.. but the following day she had a date wif me at 1pm.. and ya.. its very saddening when the gal u love do such stuff man.. well to me that is very irresponsible and just not right man.. its like one of the last few days i could spend wif her since my MC expires tml.. and i wanted to spend more time wif her.. but seems like.. hiaz..so since she aint willing to in effort into the r/s wats the point of dragging it?? so here i stand.. hurt.. and sad.. but nah i'm still alive and kicking.. my knee is getting better.. hope to go back to sports in about a months time.. perhaps start some light jogging and ermm.. maybe recreational blading.. no stunts or anything thing funky haha.. just pure recreational purpose :)

below is a "tattoo" which i drew on my own leg.. just for fun :)