its my life

my life.. when i was a mere 1 month old.. my parents went overseas for honey moon and left me in the care of my baby sitter... i call her "tee tee" and " ah kay"
they have a son... which later part of my life.. adopted me as their god son.. haha.. yeah..
i was baby sitted till pri 6.. so i was kinda closer to them rather then my parents..
and then it was after PSLE.. so i was kinda old enough..

so i shifted back to stay with my parents.. but due to the different standards and different style of bringing up the child.. i was not used to it.. and therefore rebelled..
i have had a roller-coaster ride.. since the age of 13 which was sec 1...
starting.. i had a couple of close soccer friends.. then i started to mix wif bad company, smoked, skipped school and "left" my soccer friends..

then in sec 2..
something really bad happend..
i was under probation for i think a year..
almost got thrown into the boys home.. my parents were dissapointed and needless to say.
i went frm bad to worst..
but me being pretty clever.. haha.. passed my exams.. and went to sec 3.. still in the express stream.. yeah..

then it was sec 3 when i left the bad company and decided to change for the better..
so i mixed wif my soccer pals agian.. which was kinda fucked up i guess.. cos its like i left them.. then wanted to join them agian after i got into trouble and stuff...
but my bad behaviour in sec 3 caused me to have 2 strokes of the cane in the class..
i could still remember the faces of my friends.. a couple of gals almost cried.. cos being the nice and sweet guy i was.. haha.. not to boast.. but gals loved me...

yeah.. but i thank god.. in giving me a the BEST teacher in the world.. ms yeong.. she wrote me letters of encouragements.. talked to me like and adult.. cried with me.. constantly keeping a look out of my progress.. and needless to say.. that changed me..
i am becoming a better person.. i guess.. den after o'levels i scored something like 21 points for L1R4.. which aint really too amazing.. but still i managed to get a place in NP.. ece..

but due to the different style of teaching in poly.. i wasnt used to it.. and then i slacked.. skipped lectures.. and everything.. flunked my subjects.. etc.. cos i was playing counter-strike haha.. well.. my good poly pal gabriel was kicked out of the poly for failing too many subjs..
i studied in poly for 4 years.. damm.. it was not a waste of one year.. but more of at least i have a diploma.. something to comfort me at least..

poly was a blast.. after i got into the CCA.. the best thing that ever happend in my life..
The Adventure Seekers........ made friends.. many.. made love.. hahah that sounds kinda wrong.. but yes..

my ever long thirst for knowledge and challenges is just so great.. i wanna know everything..

looking back i was the luckiest guy EVER!
y?
PSLE-196- i opted for express and made it
sec2- i did not go to the boys home
sec4-made it into poly
poly- i managed to get a diploma after failing something like 10 over modules
after poly- got a car as a "reward"
NS- BMT was really nice.. except for the gal who left me during that time
- was posted to the air force
- i can book out everyday
- i dun have to chiong suah

i think my life has been really great for me.. but due to my nature..
i have got very short attention span...
i have got like TONS of hobbies !
-table tennis
-soccer
-badminton
-squash
-running
-gyming
-swimming
-fishing
-photography
-fishes
-hamsters
-dogs
-cats
-RC planes
-guitar
-back packing
-rock climbing
-trekking
-caneoing
-electronics stuff
-computers
-cars
-massage
-essential oils mixing
-cycling
-blading
-plants
-perfumes
-watches
-frisbee
-gals

i just love exploring new stuff... and needless to say.. these hobbies.. took up i guess.. close to $5k of my money.. actually i think more.. but the knowledge gained was worth more then wat money could buy..

i have very short attention span i guess.. same for gals.. one min i might be all hot and crazy over u.. the next.. i dun bother contacting u and stuff.. and i have absolutely NO idea y.... sigh..
but there have been soo many nice gals in my life.. i thank them truely.. though i might have hurt them b4.. but i want u guys to knw that.. i was foolish.. i still am.. these are the gals whoom i felt the most for in my life... some are not my ex.. but just gals whoom i really like.. or have an impt place in my heart.

1)pearlie
2)mei see
3)serene
4)rachel
5)wei ping
6)linda
7)dora
8)kimmy
9)jolene
10)carmen
11)steph
12)sarah
13)chelsy
14)another serene
15)lucinda
16)pei zhi
17)pei yun
18)junna
19)mariani
20)jia hui
21)regin
22)mitchelle
23)jasmine
24)melissa

well i guess thats my life story.... it has made me mature into something better and tougher.. i can clearly say.... i've experienced life enough... i'm more matured den wat i look.. lolz..
i've got a chessy msg but yeah.. here it goes

i might seem hard and tough on the outside like a piece of rock sugar, but once in contact with hot coffee, i'll melt and be the sweetest thing in ur life.. would u be my coffee?

lolz.. juraimi i KNOW ur smiling.. haha.. janna too..
yups..

i am not the perfect guy.. i am not a one-gal kinda guy. i cant.. but i want to be.. BELIEVE me :)

CRABS

yeah i cooked dinner today..

menu:

chilli crab
jap peas.. if thats wat u call them
cockles
rice
bread

pics :)


ignore my face. lolz.

it has been

a busy week for me..

lost of sleep man...

let me see.. on wed night brough chelsy to the docs.. at like 3am?? wtf.. and cosulation fees was like.. $50 plus ! so its like humans cant fall ill at night??? its just crazy ! den by the time she is done wif the doc it was like 4 plus.. so went over to her place to rest awhile b4 i head straight to work.. became like a zombie.. damm it.. den its work the whole damm day ! and work really sux.. so much things to do.. like collection of money for the damm flight outing.. its really troublesome..

and thur nite i went to sentosa.. the sky tower.. its crap man i tell u.. cramped and nothing much really haha.. but kinda enjoyed some moments that night.. shall not eleborate on the details.. if ur really intrested. give me a buzz. i might just tell u more juicy details lolz..

den i went to meet brian for pool and supper.. haha.. its like.. pool at 3 am till 4plus den we headed to yong tao foo.. but as expected.. its closed.. sigh.. haha.. so headed down to my place.. for the famous curry rice.. it was not ready yet.. so we kinda waited for awhile about 20mins so yeah.. haha the rice was great !! makes my mouth water now.. haha..
so yeah.. as usual.. its around 5 plus and i DID not sleep ! damm it..
went straight to work... sigh.. superb man ! i am a zombie.. haha

after work.. yest went down to meet a pal frm msia.. and yeah i was took tired to do anything actually.. so i felt kinda bad not being able to bring my friend around and stuff sigh :(

imagine that.. 2 days WITHOUT sleep.. damm it.. its like super stonned !

but yest.. had a bad news frm serene.. her grand dad passed away.. sigh.. :( my condolences to u
i have wanted to go clubbing but somehow the mood is really down so yeah.. i went down to the wake and its like everyone was staring at me.. makes me feel alien.. so yeah.. but nvm.. gotta meet her family and as i was alone.. it was kinda weird.. but nvm its alrites.. just hope to make her feel a little better..

today i dunno if soccer is still ON.. but i really wanna do some sports.. sigh.. feel damm NUAed. so yeah.. haha hope to blade.. or swim. or jog or soccer.. i just wanna do sports soo much.. after my knee is better.. i just soo wanna go back to that active lifestyle i used to have.. missed it soo damm much.. cos i knw.. once i start working in the future i will not have time for these stuff already....

was thinking about wat to do after NS..
i guess studying is not really my cuppa tea.. so i think i have decided to work. but perhaps study part time or something.. to upgrade myself.. kinda value adding myself...

i am not boasting.. but i have like 4 jobs waiting for me.. when i end my NS...
1) GE supply- GE is like one of the biggest eletronics company in the US.. and yeah they produce much more stuff haha.. so yeah, most prob might be doing sales or perhaps purchasing or engrg side... pay wise i think is average.. but wif sales commission i guess it wun be too bad.. most prob in the mid 2k range.. to start out..

2) A-star computers - basically its a average paying job.. prolly something like 1.8-2k starting..
but long working hours.. sat full day.. but job is great.. cos i meet tons of people.. and its like.. i repair lap-tops and desk tops.. but its kinda a dirty job haha.. god knws wat some people do wif the coms.. or in front of their coms.. haha pubic hair in the keyboard of the lap top.. and such stuf.. haha.. amazing !

3) hawke cables and cable glands - i have no idea.. but some contacts which i have ermm.. most prob will get me a place in the sales side.. honestly this job.. i am expecting a good 3k for start.. wif commissions.. but people might think i am just dreaming.. and setting my expectations high.. but i guess.. this job is possible.. i dunno y.. just a gut feeling.. cos the contacts is kinda of a powerful man... lolz.. its a MNC. if u dunno wat that is.. ermm.. den i guess u aint even at the same level.. so yeah.. forget abt it.. ;)

4) set up my own biz.. selling women stuff.. haha.. from funky condoms.. to the morning after pills. to clothes. to earings.. everything a women need.. tampons. pads.. basically a one-stop shop.. online shop i mean.. cos i feel starting out in a biz.. i will not wanna inccur a heafty overhead like renting a place for like 2k or more a month.. it could be used to get more stuff..
and wat i want my shop to be different is that.. all the stuff i sell are custom.. as in u will NEVER find an exactly same stuff anywhere anytime.. and how i wld go about doing so.. approach budding talents.. singapore talents.. from la salle.. or nafa.. anything.. basically i know a couple of peeps who does cloths.. designs.. printing. jewellery makers.
which gal loves to be seen in orchard wearing the SAME shirt as urself?? it sux.. and i knw it.. haha i think i understand gals more den myself at times.. so yeah.. just a concept which i have.. and hopefully wif a few IT friends.. set up a website.. and etc.. and perhaps i cld get publicity from a few areas.. like from friends.. in Ngee ann poly TV station, or frm lian he zao pao.. haha.. or some other places like my cousins.. and friends.. u knw how big a gal's mouth can be.. so yeah.. its the cheapest and most efficient way to sell.. ;)


so yeah.. the pros and cons of sales jobs..
u earn tons of money.. u have car allowence, u have basically everything u need to live a posh lifestyle.. nice restaurants, nice pubs, nice KTV places which offers special services.. etc.. its a life in the fast lane i guess.. but its like.. when ur young and doing this.. it seems okie.. but when ur older.. the smoking, the frequent beer and stuff will take a toll on ur health.. so in the end.. u end up paying medical bills.. haha


well its a year ahead till i finish my NS.. so yup..
my ride

my design

i am not that guy

i am not the guy who wld buy u a dozen roses,
i wld plant a rose plant just for u

i am not the guy who could drive u in a flashy sports car,
i cld get u frm pt A to B in my small car

i am not the guy who u wld love to intro to ur friends,
i aint sociable but i am real and true

i am not the guy who wld hug u when ur feel down,
i wld pick u up if u fall

i am not the guy who cld send u a really touching sms,
i prefer to prove it wif actions

i am not the guy u wld fall for when u see me,
i'm kinda like vintange wine-gets better wif time

i am not the guy who could make u laugh when ur sad,
i wld make u feel better by giving a hug

i am not the guy who could make ur heart skip a beat,
i'm the guy who wld keep it beating

i am not the guy who u can understand overnight,
i'm actually shy-REALLY!

i am not the guy who is exciting and fun,
i prefer a slower pace in life

i am not the guy who would catch u if u fall,
i wld clean and dress ur wound

i am not the guy who speaks well,
i'll stammer if i am nervous

i am not the guy who did well in studies,
i'm well versed in general knowledge

i am not the guy who hug u to sleep,
i'll make sure ur asleep b4 i turn in

i am not the guy who could afford to bring u to posh places to dine,
i wld cook for u and bring u to the beach or a park for a meal

i am not the guy who wld get u the best doctor if ur sick,
i wld be ur nurse or maid for that day

i am not the guy who wld hold ur hand everytime we'r out,
i have sweaty palms

i am not the guy who u could understand,
but i cld try to understand u if u wish

i am not the guy who could take ur breath away in a kiss,
but i have got a tongue

i am not the guy who let u rest if ur tired,
i wld give u a massage


I AM JUST NOT THAT GUY GIRLS GO FOR!


anyway it has been a crasy weekend... two days of soccer.. both sat and sunday.. my legs were like damm damm sore.. but i went for physio on mon.. den kinda pulled the already very tight muscles.. so i went to see the doc.. and got a day's MC.. so i did not go to work.. MSG liew was kinda pissed dat i reported soo late.. it was like.. i guess i did not explain to him properly and he kinda mis-understood me.. and thot y did i report sick soo late.. the reason is simple.. i thought i could make it to physio.. den after dat report for the shift work which ends at 11pm.. but how was i to know my leg was really pain during physio.. thats y i went to see the doc.. sigh i am always mis-understood... anyway the weather dun look too good to go blading.. i might not blade actually.. due to my leg.. but since i promised anita to teach her.. i wld go down to teach her.. but doubt i will be blading due to my sore muscles..

anyway tml will be my first time going to pulau sudong.. for work.. kinda excited as well as ermm.. yeah just excited.. okies... i shall blog agian tml..

this pic is taken by me at BG... just trying a different camera angle