accident

well i just got home after getting involved in an accident.. well..
i was going straight and that car on the oop lane wanted to turn right.. it was amber so i picked up speed a little.. then he turned.. so i swerve to avoid his car.. but it was too late.. i hit his car..
now my right headlights and bonnet is like crumpled.. sigh....
wat a damm fucked up start to the CNY.. which is tml !!!!
damm it man..
the impact was so great that my specs flew out.. and all the cushions and my air purifier toppled and water was all over... now i have cleared the car.. and see how it goes.. most prob going to scrap the car man.. sigh..

this car really have sooooo much value.. in my heart.. it was so pain.. i was stunned for like 30secs.. a rush of feelings.... the great times i had in the car.....

and the gals as well.. wat else could i be blogging about.. besides girls..
i've fetched soo many of my exs and its like so much feelings and emotions are being attached to the car..

well people who sat in my car b4 knw i am not exactly a very safe driver.. but i swear this time it was not my fault.. i had the right of way ! but to be fair to the other party.. i was not exactly travelling slow either.. so yeah.. well shit does happen.. and now its like.. i think i'll just have to get used to taking public transport agian.. after like 2 years.. hrmphs... its going to be tough ofcos.. but well.. wat to do..

sigh.. its just a very bad day..... but now after sitting in my room.. and kinda settle down a little.. i guess.. i will appreciate life more in the future.. appreciate my father for being there at like 4am.. cos even at 4 am.. he calmly told me wat to do.. he did not scold me for speeding or anything.. thats how understanding my father is.. and i thank god that he has blessed me wif such great family.... now i feel like crying man.. not cos of the car.. cos of the feeling of love i felt.. which i never really felt frm my family b4.... when i was younger.. perhaps cos i got scolded often for not being the really good in studies kid.. and getting into trouble...

so to those ah bengs, think agian.. in trouble, friends might or might not be there.. but no matter wat.. ur family is the one which will always be there for u.. whether ur in the right or wrong.. they will stand up for u ! thats for sure !

gosh.. its amazing man.. that the accident happend when my parents are in singapore.. they could help me settle the problem and stuff.. thank god.. else i will be lost like a 3 yr old kid in a hyper mart.... its not a great CNY i guess.. :( but ya..

i promise to drive carefully from today.. i wil not exceed 100km/h and will check my blind spots.. call me a sissy driver for all u want.. but life is worth more than the trill of speed...

today also made somethings clear to me.. i think she is the one for me.. haha there i go again abt gals.. but yeah.. its like a hard knock that knock me to my senses.. i wanna treasure her... its okie if we take the bus together or anything.... although there are many nice places which i cant bring her to.. but till my career is more stable and stuff.. i will get my own car.. so if ur the gal and ur reading this.. i hope u could give me that chance to work together and build our future together..

signing off,
a changed gab.

Amazing

i did not see her for the past close to 10 years.. she has indeed transformed into a fine gurl indeed..

yeah and i dreamt of her... dun ask my why.. cos its not explainable.. yeah the dream was something like that...

we went out for dinner or something.. den i sent her to her door step.. we kissed.. its not those kinda horny and wanna lead onto something else kinda kiss.. just a really simple and pure one.. den somehow i was in her house.. and i met her dad.. he was damm cool.. think we shared the same hobbie or something.. so we hit off straight away.... yeah.. he kinda likes me and yada yada.. i was so excited to meet her parents and glad how her fam accepted me.. and ya thats about all..

gosh.. its amazing man.. been ages since i last had a sweet and simple dream.. mostly nightmares or wet ones.. lolz.. ;)

we din really talked much before.. more of a hi bye kinda friend.. but yeah.. hope this dream will come true.. cos personally i believe family is a great and important factor when dating a gurl.. so i love to intro my GFs to my parents and uncles aunties and cousins etc.. its like seeing how she fit into my family.. not just myself.. thats the reason y my uncles and aunties are complaining abt me changing gfs and blah blah.... so far i think i have only felt at ease and comfortable with one of my ex GF's family, her sis and uncle and auntie rox ! though i havent met her parents... lolz. the rest of the ex Gfs are ermm.. just so-so..

its no surprise.. that she is the one which i really love the most.. not rachel.. its mei~
yeah..

haha damm.. my posts are all abt gurls and gurls and cars..hrmphs.

let me blog something abt my guy friends.. many of which are single.. so if theres any desperate houswives or something yeah drop me a mail..
mainly they are nice people.. but i guess its just their approach towars love is a little different from mine..

i am more of that auntie kinda guy who trieds the bah kwa samples before deciding to buy, afterall its free :)

they are more of finding the right stall of bah kwa and just buying it..

no particular kind is better or anything i feel.. its just a different approach i guess.

anyway now most of my soccer kakiz have ORD so soccer is becoming like 2times a week.. which is great.. haha love the talk cock time.. smoking breaks... nice goals.. stupid mistakes..
"superior turn" (my trademark).......... yeah..

below are my soccer peeps.
some of which are gone.. due to ermm.. msg me if u wanna knw more

new year

it wasnt that great.. my car bumper got hit in a hit and run.. but aint that bad.. just hope it wun fall off while driving.. yeah.. and cos i aint willing to spend like 200+ on the repairs.. rather use it to pay for a month of petrol :) makes more sense i guess
now i finally feel the pain of being hit.. even though its not a sparkling and new car but yet i feel kinda attached to it already.. it has been thru many places and fetched many people and brought me to place unforgetable.. ofcos some intimate moments ;)

anyway now i am thinking of which car to get..
1) vintage mini

2) vintage MG

3) musso sport

4) unknown modded pick-up

5) opel combo