Torn Thursday
well its her birthday today and i'm feeling damm blue.. sigh..
maybe i shldnt have called her even.. now i feel even worst.. but.. i cant really help it..
she has been lingering in my mind the whole damm fucking day.. i've got no idea man..
i cried agian while playing the guitar the night before.. wat the fuck man...
i think i should have listened to her when she said.. if u wanna be wif me.. be prepared to get hurt...
sigh i was so wrong not to listen to that advise... dumb me...
this was the song :
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in PAIN!
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man
i sang this song for her.. and yeah.. kinda have to rekindle the lovely moments only in my dreams and yeah.. did i mention? i dreamt of her for 2 days in a row.. but not last nite.. perhaps cos i was kinda tired after going for supper wif ah yang.. my airforce buddie.. actually we knew each other in poly, den went to sam charlie company and then same to airforce school den same air base.. now even same section haha.. unbelievable? believe it..
can some one teach me how to get over this gal?? damm it.. its tough.. i have soo many distractions. BUT.. i still cant do it.. wat a useless fool i am.. sigh..
below is a pic of me which she took.. its indeed a master piece..
i shall name it..
Rising to hell or rather sinking to heaven?? aint sure
maybe i shldnt have called her even.. now i feel even worst.. but.. i cant really help it..
she has been lingering in my mind the whole damm fucking day.. i've got no idea man..
i cried agian while playing the guitar the night before.. wat the fuck man...
i think i should have listened to her when she said.. if u wanna be wif me.. be prepared to get hurt...
sigh i was so wrong not to listen to that advise... dumb me...
this was the song :
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in PAIN!
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man
i sang this song for her.. and yeah.. kinda have to rekindle the lovely moments only in my dreams and yeah.. did i mention? i dreamt of her for 2 days in a row.. but not last nite.. perhaps cos i was kinda tired after going for supper wif ah yang.. my airforce buddie.. actually we knew each other in poly, den went to sam charlie company and then same to airforce school den same air base.. now even same section haha.. unbelievable? believe it..
can some one teach me how to get over this gal?? damm it.. its tough.. i have soo many distractions. BUT.. i still cant do it.. wat a useless fool i am.. sigh..
below is a pic of me which she took.. its indeed a master piece..
i shall name it..
Rising to hell or rather sinking to heaven?? aint sure
posted by gabriel06 at 6:42 PM
5 Comments:
alrite then.. thanks :) cya
gab, maybe you shld have taken my advice or maybe u shldnt have hurt me so badly.
tell me how am i supposed to forgive you with such a broken heart.
thanks for today rachel.. :) though it wasnt really smooth sailing.. i was happy :) thanks man
hey gab, it's anita. (:
hey there anita.. is ur blog still active??
anyway ur still playing the guitar??
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