Retribution
well i used to be kinda a flirt when i was in my younger days..
esp in sec sch wif alan and stuf.. think i hurt many many gals... just "kia steady" (haha long time never use this kinda hockien) and break as and when i wanted.. zero feelings.. just for fun.. to hang out, to hang out, kiss, cuddle.. and everything..
but after a gal name pei yun came into my life when i was in poly 1 i think.. i kinda change alot.. as in i learnt how to love.. and not to just have a gf as an object of play or object of desire.. yes....
she did the sweetest things, like buying old chang kee squid heads and bubble tea.. haha.. when i was warded into sgh for an eye operation.. yes damm sweet rite?? and the sweetest part was i quarrelled wid her the day before. cos i did not had any good sleep cos the damm nurse will on the light every hour to put the eye drops.. yup so kinda moody.. so kinda quarrelled.. but yet the following day she bought me the squid heads and bubble tea.. and its like she wasnt frm a wealthy family.. and bubble tea costs like $2.50 or something plus the trip all the way down from her place to the bubble tea place and then to the old chang kee den down to sgh den all the way back home in bukit batok.. its like.. WOW.. haha.. yes.. she is the gal who changed my life..
then the next more serious gal was melissa.. she stays at sengkang.. we had our fair share of ups and downs.. i loved the half spring chicken rice near her place. and we wld go down and eat :) haha my fave past time.. den at that time there was no NEL yet.. so coming home to my place after sending her home by bus was super tiring.. but yah.. i did it :) she did the sweetest things as well haha.. for my birthday she gave me a box wif a candle holder which cost something like $20.. and yes its ALOT of money to her at that time.. and i really liked it alot.. its still at my candles collection dun worry :) and a pin which says sexy devil.. yeah :) *blush* lolz.. my parents laugh and everything when i wore it at the restaurant where we had my bday celebrations.. yup.. she was great actually.. but i think ppl change as time goes by.. and yup...
the next more serious gal was mei see.. she was ermm.. pretty and well endowed yup.. she speaks malay like a speak hockien.. which is pretty good ;) cos she is from ipoh and yeah.. the only sad thing was that i did not get a chance to go over.. due to NS and some other stuff yeah.. she is from the adventure seekers and this is a club which i really enjoyed and made my poly life unforgetable... yeah.. but due to my knee injury cant really join them for many of the outdoor stuff anymore.. sigh sad.. well okie back to her.. she was ermm.. also great.. as well as the nicest..
she bought me nice T-shirts.. knowing i dun really go shopping and stuff yeah.. haha.. or perhaps she was sick of seeing me in the same old clothes.. i really dun knw man.. yup she is currently attached to a guy.. which looks damm damm familiar lah.. but dun really have the chance to talk to her much.. anyway she seems happy and thats great.. :)
and yeah the gal who brought me down to tears.. we were together for a mere 2mths.. but it seems like we din really get to know each other better before going into a r/s.. just like my parents said.. y u soo fast got gf agian?? hiyo.. dun hurt the gals.. and dun get hurt lah.. i think parents really knw man.. although mine are in indo right now.. wif my sis and BIL who are there currently for a short vacation.. yeah.. they eat salt more then i eat rice.. haha.. last time rice was expensive lah.. so salt is plentiful.. :) ok rachel she did wonderful stuff. like printing my photography works.. and framing them up.. trust me man its beautifuL !!! just like her in person.. i guess the only set back was that she is kinda young and not really ready to settle down and be in a more stable and serious r/s thats wat i feel.. and yes she is 173 and i'm a mere 165.. although height might seem like a small thing.. but its like which gal wun want a strong tall shoulder to lean on and etc.. rite? i cant provide that security and yeah.. its just not really in favour of a more "normal" r/s.. i cried just... cos.. in this r/s i put in the best i ever had.. and just kinda frustrated at myself i guess.. for being useless and not able to be wif a person i truly love..
its like.. nah i dun cry much.. the last time was hmm.. let me see.. 2 yrs back over a friend haha..
yeah wun go into details abt that.. i guess i knw why gals love to cry so much.. its like.. yes u feel much better after crying.. haha.. OMG! am i turning into a GAY? hope not lolz.. wow and now the radio is play " sorry is all that u can say.. word dun come easily, i'm sorry , sorry.... baby can i hold u tonite.. .lalalala" yeah u kinda get it ya?
:) great song..
alrite.. i have got work tml and i highly doubt i can fall asleep now.. but yeah.. today is kinda like a mourning post.. so no pic.. yeah.. it marks the end of a chapter in my life.. as well as a new step into the future.. yup..
signing off
gab
esp in sec sch wif alan and stuf.. think i hurt many many gals... just "kia steady" (haha long time never use this kinda hockien) and break as and when i wanted.. zero feelings.. just for fun.. to hang out, to hang out, kiss, cuddle.. and everything..
but after a gal name pei yun came into my life when i was in poly 1 i think.. i kinda change alot.. as in i learnt how to love.. and not to just have a gf as an object of play or object of desire.. yes....
she did the sweetest things, like buying old chang kee squid heads and bubble tea.. haha.. when i was warded into sgh for an eye operation.. yes damm sweet rite?? and the sweetest part was i quarrelled wid her the day before. cos i did not had any good sleep cos the damm nurse will on the light every hour to put the eye drops.. yup so kinda moody.. so kinda quarrelled.. but yet the following day she bought me the squid heads and bubble tea.. and its like she wasnt frm a wealthy family.. and bubble tea costs like $2.50 or something plus the trip all the way down from her place to the bubble tea place and then to the old chang kee den down to sgh den all the way back home in bukit batok.. its like.. WOW.. haha.. yes.. she is the gal who changed my life..
then the next more serious gal was melissa.. she stays at sengkang.. we had our fair share of ups and downs.. i loved the half spring chicken rice near her place. and we wld go down and eat :) haha my fave past time.. den at that time there was no NEL yet.. so coming home to my place after sending her home by bus was super tiring.. but yah.. i did it :) she did the sweetest things as well haha.. for my birthday she gave me a box wif a candle holder which cost something like $20.. and yes its ALOT of money to her at that time.. and i really liked it alot.. its still at my candles collection dun worry :) and a pin which says sexy devil.. yeah :) *blush* lolz.. my parents laugh and everything when i wore it at the restaurant where we had my bday celebrations.. yup.. she was great actually.. but i think ppl change as time goes by.. and yup...
the next more serious gal was mei see.. she was ermm.. pretty and well endowed yup.. she speaks malay like a speak hockien.. which is pretty good ;) cos she is from ipoh and yeah.. the only sad thing was that i did not get a chance to go over.. due to NS and some other stuff yeah.. she is from the adventure seekers and this is a club which i really enjoyed and made my poly life unforgetable... yeah.. but due to my knee injury cant really join them for many of the outdoor stuff anymore.. sigh sad.. well okie back to her.. she was ermm.. also great.. as well as the nicest..
she bought me nice T-shirts.. knowing i dun really go shopping and stuff yeah.. haha.. or perhaps she was sick of seeing me in the same old clothes.. i really dun knw man.. yup she is currently attached to a guy.. which looks damm damm familiar lah.. but dun really have the chance to talk to her much.. anyway she seems happy and thats great.. :)
and yeah the gal who brought me down to tears.. we were together for a mere 2mths.. but it seems like we din really get to know each other better before going into a r/s.. just like my parents said.. y u soo fast got gf agian?? hiyo.. dun hurt the gals.. and dun get hurt lah.. i think parents really knw man.. although mine are in indo right now.. wif my sis and BIL who are there currently for a short vacation.. yeah.. they eat salt more then i eat rice.. haha.. last time rice was expensive lah.. so salt is plentiful.. :) ok rachel she did wonderful stuff. like printing my photography works.. and framing them up.. trust me man its beautifuL !!! just like her in person.. i guess the only set back was that she is kinda young and not really ready to settle down and be in a more stable and serious r/s thats wat i feel.. and yes she is 173 and i'm a mere 165.. although height might seem like a small thing.. but its like which gal wun want a strong tall shoulder to lean on and etc.. rite? i cant provide that security and yeah.. its just not really in favour of a more "normal" r/s.. i cried just... cos.. in this r/s i put in the best i ever had.. and just kinda frustrated at myself i guess.. for being useless and not able to be wif a person i truly love..
its like.. nah i dun cry much.. the last time was hmm.. let me see.. 2 yrs back over a friend haha..
yeah wun go into details abt that.. i guess i knw why gals love to cry so much.. its like.. yes u feel much better after crying.. haha.. OMG! am i turning into a GAY? hope not lolz.. wow and now the radio is play " sorry is all that u can say.. word dun come easily, i'm sorry , sorry.... baby can i hold u tonite.. .lalalala" yeah u kinda get it ya?
:) great song..
alrite.. i have got work tml and i highly doubt i can fall asleep now.. but yeah.. today is kinda like a mourning post.. so no pic.. yeah.. it marks the end of a chapter in my life.. as well as a new step into the future.. yup..
signing off
gab
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