Slendid Saturday

well its now 0439 in the morning.. yeah and i haven slept a wink.. wondering why?
i have got no idea too.. i guess its over wat rachel said over the sms..

in case u guys dun knw.. its over.. and yeah i mean its over.. like.. why? the gal of my dreams.. perhaps thats where she shld remain.. in my dreams.. but reality is something different..
instead of telling ur friends how bad ur ex was and thats y u break up.. i shall differ..
why is rach a really nice gal?
1) she is pretty and i mean really pretty
2) she is artistic which is sexy
3) she loves photography which is something i admire
4) she loves her family and this is really impt to me
5) she gave me a great photo frame for my bday
6) her hugs just fits into mine. just like ur fave t-shirt
7) her braces is nice.. purple.. haha my fave colour
8) she washes the dishes and does a wonderful job
9) she loves my bed, well who doesnt?
10) she doesnt laugh when i sing those cheesy love songs to her

i think 10 is enough to state here.. the rest will be in my heart.. y is it humans think wif their minds but yet claims the heart can talk ! haha.. wonderful huh.. well well.. although it has been a short 1mth+ wif her.. its damm short to be honest.. but nevertheless it has been a fruitful lesson in life by which i cld learn even till this ripe age of 22 haha.. it has been one of my greatest pleasure getting to know this charming lady. she will be remembered and i pray she wld have a wonderful journey wif god and thanks to those friends who are there for u.. in case ur reading dis..
yeah.. namely, woon, van, and yah u knw who u are.. thanks for everything, all the advise. and stuff
and instead of thanking her friends.. i wld like to thank mine as well..
tks diana for ur advises.. haha.. yeah.. its u! nana...
well well okie.. i have got to catch the ZzzZ monster..

To rach,
u wld be happier and dats impt in life.. i will be happier too i guess.. thanks for all u have done. i really appreciate it.. though i might not have told u in person.. but yes i do :)
all the best in all ur future undertakings..

signing off,
gab

Same old Sunday

well its a sunday and yeah.. i'm home.. y??
cos my gurl is at church and yup.. kinda had a quarrel and yeah.. kinda bored.. so here i am blabbing away haha..
was talking to emma the previous night abt r/s and its like.. i dunno how do couples be together for soo sooo sooo long like a year? omg.. its like i never had such a long r/s b4 and i hate to say i will just be bored wif that same gurl.. i really wonder how my parents or couples continue to stay together for years and years ! gosh.. unbelievable... doing the same stuff.. gg to the same places.. etc.. gosh
dun worry i aint bored of my gal yet.. NOT YET! haha but i dunno man... she is giving me the cold shoulder now.. and yeah.. kinda feeling a little under the weather.. but still its alrite..
she claims all the projects and stuff are killing her time and stuff.. but its like she knew it was my birthday long time ago.. and guess wat.. i did not recieve ANYTHING from her.. its like.. my friends sent me smses and greetings.. even serene was nice.. wanted to treat me to dinner but i had something on so cant make it.. sorry abt that man ! well its not like i'm desperate for presents but its more like a gesture man.. not even a present man.. unbelievable?? believe it.. and she claims its like.. busy.. more like.. not putting effort at all.. but in the end she gave me a belated bday present which i like to bits.. just that i din really show it.. perhaps cos i'm bad at expressing myself.. but something is for sure :)
despite wat she has done or wat she hasnt done.. she still stands a place in my heart.. a big part a big space.. and

WTF !!! i accidentally deleted ALL my bday shots !!! help me.. anyone?? sigh well well i wanted to post up the pics of my bday celebration and its like sigh.. all gone.. too bad.. no pic for today.. shity day man.. gosh !!!!
ok here is one.. edited version :)

Birthday

tml is my birthday and its like.. hrmm.. mixed feelings..
i kinda felt sad for my friend syawal who spent his b'day at home yest.. but dun worry ok bro! lets celebrate tml ! which is my birthday !!
still dunno where to go yet... most prob swensen cos on ur bday u will get a free fire something la haha.. yeah.. wat a cheapo me.. but wat to do... i'm a poor guy ahaha..

kinda sad cos my gurl ermm.. she might not be to make it for my b'day dinner and stuff due to her project work.. but its ok lah.. projects are more impt really ! anyway there is always still next year right?? so dun worry abt my bday alritey? just do wat u shld do ! :)

yesterday was a superb day.. i threw out almost half of my room.. and now its neat and tidy !! trust me.. those who came to my house b4 knws the mess right? haha.. its now tidy and great.. y? cos i went for physio yest morning.. den went to ikea and spent $122 on a quilt, quilt cover, carpet and bed protector.. yeah.. wat a bomb.. ! i think its cos i spent so much thats y it makes me wanna clear up my room to make it neater and nicer.. but well well well.. i hope i can maintain it that way man..

this pic is taken frm my house.. in the morning of my sis's wedding.. where i had to sleep in the hall as her "sisters" slept in moi room.. grrr

shout out

sometimes u just wanna let go and throw everything away.. it reminds me of a song who i can barely remember.. it was during a church camp in sentosa...

it goes like,
when the clouds in your life starts to cover up your day.
u start to feel so lonely cos nothing goes ur way.
u may tell urself it hopeless, theres nothing more to do.
u just wanna throw it all away and believe that u are thru.
but in these times of dissapointment, its pretty hard to carry on.
but theres a someone who will hold u, lift u up and say.
family we are family, u are one by my grace, u are surrounded by my love.
let us raise our voice and sing
to the whole world knws
we are part of god's great family.

its amazing how i could still remember this song man.. i was like say 10 or 11 and i'm like 22 now.. yeah imagine that ! haha..
if u wanna hear me sing this just give me a call..
anyway.. however hard and tough this life journey wif rach is gg to be.. i will try to make it work. cos i'm sick of flirting and stuff.. one women in my life is good enough.. i guess haha..
yup. she is almost wat i ever wanted in a gurl. though never perfect. but nevertheless shes the one.. :)

below is my gurl.. taken by me ! haha.. she looks great rite? well.. she is better on the inside. for sure ! the photo is shaky. this is to make the pic more "alive" and have the moving factor inside.. hope u guys like it..

Sunny sunday

yeah its a sunday and its all bright and sunny!

ok the word sunny is kinda funny cos it reminded me of an incident in my sec sch.. we were playing soccer at blangah rise primary school illegally ofcos... cos we climbed in and then i think some residents complained and yeah the police were here.. haha and there is this in bastard.. guess wat he asked me '? ay! u boy or girl? haha cos i have like shoulder length hair den.. dun bother to try to imagine.. cos its ermm.. just not possible.. and yeah the police man who asked me that dumb question is named sunny.. gosh.. doesnt that sound gay or something? lolz..

ok i havent been blogging for the past few days as its kinda weird.. posting my thots online.. and its my first ! i'm a virgin at this man.. so yeah.. it was a great night yesterday..

i and rach went to bedok to fetch sanjay(my army budd) cos his bike is kinda spoilt.. as in the headlights.. so he cant ride at nite.. yeah den we went down to lim chu kang side.. some jungle where army peeps do their training.. in search of none other then DURIANS ! my fave man.. yummy.. and guess wat? i parked the car outside the gate den we walk for like 10-15mins into a jungle.. tons of ants up my pants and mozzies and etc.. we did found durians but ! they were either eaten by ants or by people.. sigh.. in the end.. did not find any that could be consume w/o dying of ants.. or something.. but it was kinda great consolation.. we found two rambutans.. and i mean TWO.. yes.. they tasted kinda nice.. perhaps cos its a tough trip in and a long drive from my place to bedok and then to lim chu kang.. its like south-east-west of sigapore.. haha.. but the lucky thing is that.. petrol is 25% so not that bad on my pocket.. den met up wif alan after the trip into the jungle.. and we headed down to west coast mac.. to have supper and stuff.. haha..

sanjay had to go sentosa to meet his friends..so sent him in.. and i drove straight thru w/o even paying... haha and the gal at the counter was like.. waving and trying to stop me.. but i pretended not to see the lady and yeah.. drove him there.. wanted to bring rach to some parts of sentosa which is kinda nice.. but we were both tired and i had a slipping headache... so yeah.. headed home..

its a great sunny sunday today.. so guys at the beach.. u have fun man.. i will be joining u guys once my knee gets better.. cya !

the pic below is a shot of a toad or frog.. i dun care.. one of my few tries at animals.. or ermm.. yah.. i seldom do live pic.. i prefer more.. landscape and stuff..