accident

well i just got home after getting involved in an accident.. well..
i was going straight and that car on the oop lane wanted to turn right.. it was amber so i picked up speed a little.. then he turned.. so i swerve to avoid his car.. but it was too late.. i hit his car..
now my right headlights and bonnet is like crumpled.. sigh....
wat a damm fucked up start to the CNY.. which is tml !!!!
damm it man..
the impact was so great that my specs flew out.. and all the cushions and my air purifier toppled and water was all over... now i have cleared the car.. and see how it goes.. most prob going to scrap the car man.. sigh..

this car really have sooooo much value.. in my heart.. it was so pain.. i was stunned for like 30secs.. a rush of feelings.... the great times i had in the car.....

and the gals as well.. wat else could i be blogging about.. besides girls..
i've fetched soo many of my exs and its like so much feelings and emotions are being attached to the car..

well people who sat in my car b4 knw i am not exactly a very safe driver.. but i swear this time it was not my fault.. i had the right of way ! but to be fair to the other party.. i was not exactly travelling slow either.. so yeah.. well shit does happen.. and now its like.. i think i'll just have to get used to taking public transport agian.. after like 2 years.. hrmphs... its going to be tough ofcos.. but well.. wat to do..

sigh.. its just a very bad day..... but now after sitting in my room.. and kinda settle down a little.. i guess.. i will appreciate life more in the future.. appreciate my father for being there at like 4am.. cos even at 4 am.. he calmly told me wat to do.. he did not scold me for speeding or anything.. thats how understanding my father is.. and i thank god that he has blessed me wif such great family.... now i feel like crying man.. not cos of the car.. cos of the feeling of love i felt.. which i never really felt frm my family b4.... when i was younger.. perhaps cos i got scolded often for not being the really good in studies kid.. and getting into trouble...

so to those ah bengs, think agian.. in trouble, friends might or might not be there.. but no matter wat.. ur family is the one which will always be there for u.. whether ur in the right or wrong.. they will stand up for u ! thats for sure !

gosh.. its amazing man.. that the accident happend when my parents are in singapore.. they could help me settle the problem and stuff.. thank god.. else i will be lost like a 3 yr old kid in a hyper mart.... its not a great CNY i guess.. :( but ya..

i promise to drive carefully from today.. i wil not exceed 100km/h and will check my blind spots.. call me a sissy driver for all u want.. but life is worth more than the trill of speed...

today also made somethings clear to me.. i think she is the one for me.. haha there i go again abt gals.. but yeah.. its like a hard knock that knock me to my senses.. i wanna treasure her... its okie if we take the bus together or anything.... although there are many nice places which i cant bring her to.. but till my career is more stable and stuff.. i will get my own car.. so if ur the gal and ur reading this.. i hope u could give me that chance to work together and build our future together..

signing off,
a changed gab.