heard of weird?

life is weird... its like i met her only for once.. and its like whoO!
cant help thinking abt her all day and nite.. damm it..
am i just kinda lonely and "hungry" wanting to eat any gal that comes my way?? or its just pure instant attraction. shes not even PRETTY! she doesnt have a hot bod.. too small for my taste actually.. but its just like u wonder.. how does lard, noodles, black sause, hum and other things.. just come together pefectly to make a plate of char kuey teow.. its like.. u can dislike lard, noodles or any of the ingredients.. but yet u love char kuey teow.. its damm damm un-explainable... lolz..

i guess its the femine kinda giggle that triggered my hungry hormones.. and no i din know how the hell i feel that way.. it has been ages since i last met a gal whoom can make me feel that way..
its like pure ! def no sex on my mind.. feelings are like the time in sec school where i first held a gal's hand.. its dat kinda rush.. clean, nice, exciting, racing heart, sweaty palms kinda aw.. so sweet and wonderful feeling !

i do admit i mostly look at gals frm a "sex" sorta point.. but this gal has zero sex appeal. lolz.. not the kinda gal i wanna bed.. more of the kinda gal whoom i wld enjoy hugging or cuddle under my large queen size quilt and ofcos my cosy bed.. :) perhaps over a nice massage or some jazz music in the background.. complete wif scents and candles.. just that feeling.. its amazing.. she blows me apart. woo~ cant wait to see her agian.. she rox ! if ur reading dis.. ermm.. i guess u knw its u.. so yeah.. dis post is dedicated to u.. sorry i dun really like mentionng names..

the reason behind this is dat.. i could go around be a bastard and telling every gal that this post is for her.. lolz.. ;) wat a jerk !@!! and now the trade secret is out.. lolz... well its one of those "tricks" i taught alan.. never mention a gal's name, dun let her feel secured.. u might say gals look for security in man.. yes precisely.. but lets take for example

guy A is a very good and nice gentleman who doesnt flirt, only have 2 ex gfs and is like.. full of security...
guy B is a player who has like 20-30 ex gfs.. haha alan thats U ! dun give me that sly smile. lolz. yeah.. he doesnt give any gal the sense of security at all..

if u ask me wat gals go for.. i tell u its guy B.. why?

the reson is simple.. lets take a jig-saw for refrence... would u have a sense of achievement by completing a 50piece jig-saw puzzle? or a 1000piece one?
the answer wld be the the second.. cos we humans.. just love to push our limits and do not want something so safe and secure.. theres not challenge involved. thats y...
the gals just wanna have a sense of satisfaction upon being abt to make a guy settle down and "change" to be the tame pussy from the once wild lion..

if u do agree... do drop me a tag ;) lolz..

sometimes i sing a song wif the guitar.. makes me happy and kinda.. on cloud nine. lolz.. dats dumb yeah.. i think so too..

anyway it has been ages since i last posted.. cos there is nothing much.. or rather i have been lazy and tired frm work.. two sats have been burnt becos of work.. that sux !

below is a pic of that gurl. whoom i met at villa bali.. yes i look fat and ugly.. cos i really am.. i aint ugly.. its just i aint phototgenic.. lolz..