well i am sure its over

thats the last straw..

she is just too much i guess..

claims to love only me, yet go to sentosa wif another guy and clubbing with him.. and yeah call me old-fashioned but nah friends DO NOT kiss the opp sex in my dictionary...

i might be a flirt but hell if u do know my friends.. they know i did change alot after being with her, i quitted smoking for about 2months(the duration we were together b4 the on-off break-ups) so yeah it like i have been smoking for like i think 10 years dude... trust me its not easy !
and yeah i gave up many of my female friends and stuff.. i kinda think its not worth it man.. while she is like sleeping & flirting around.. FUCK !

hrmphs time to let go i guess... its just fucking not worth anything more.. i should just get on with my life and yeah perhaps settle down.


well so yeah its all nothing much dirt cheap words.. nah i wun bother to believe wateva she is gg to say cos i think this is it !

so now i declare i am single and ready to mingle ! woo~
a couple of gals i am considering at the moment

1) vivian
2) wei qi
3) ai mei
4) joyce

yeah not ranked in any particular order..

i shall just fuck the past man.. although its kinda sad after putting so much commitment & time & money & love & emotions & effort, i really think shes not worth it.. with her kiddo mentality and living in her "dream world" where everything is like in fairy tales.. when its not possible ! gosh.. really have the metality of a kid man.. perhaps when she is more matured in her thinking, we will see how it goes. but yeah she is a mere 20 and i am her 1st real bf actually.. so yeah screw it man...

fuck the world !